For the first time in who the fuck knows how long... I've gone 4 CONSECUTIVE days without using symptoms. I haven't done this EVER (ok, in the last 5 years of my life) without being supervised 24/7. HELL YEAH!
I don't even know where this new-found motivation or desire for recovery is coming from, but I'm gonna ride this wave for as long as I can. And who knows? Maybe I'll figure out the key to this all some way along the wave. All I know is that I feel GOOD, awake, present, and best of all my urges to binge and purge are practically non-existent right now.
Let's just hope this wave crashes later rather than sooner...
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