I've decided that if I'm ever destined to move beyond that which holds me back, I need to turn a new page and start a new blog, with a blank slate. Create a new story. Share my struggles, triumphs, and most of all use my voice. It's been so hard for me to open up to people, let them in, in hopes of developing a support system. Perhaps if I can first voice myself on the internet, I will in time become more comfortable with the idea.
So here it is. The start of something new.